Thursday, September 2, 2010

Losing It...

...In a million ways :)

I'm losing patience quickly nowadays. I've been keeping my sister's kids this past week and I must commend Moms out there with more than one. I don't know what it is about my kiddo, but he's not into having another kid around. He's kinda bad at sharing, especially when it comes to his Mommy. Looks like it's an only child for me HAHA

I'm losing control of time....only because it seems to be flying by. I can't believe it's already September. It feels like this year just started but yet it's almost over. It's actually quite scary.

I wish I was losing more weight....can I throw that in there?! I'm starting a new routine soon and getting out of the house and walking the bridge in the city. It's huge and it'll be a huge accomplishment for me.

I'm losing myself...
In the situation I'm in recently, I'm losing me. I do give myself a lot of credit, however. I may be losing pieces of me, but I'm also gaining and maintaining, too. I have yet to lose my hope, faith or trust. May be in some people and instances in my life...but I have the hope that things will get better, the faith to believe in it, and the trust to keep moving along!

Losing has never looked so good in my life. I had an interview on Wednesday for a job I'm really hoping I will get. It will make things so much easier for me and my family....it'll help things fall back into place. I'll know tomorrow if the position is mine :) So, here's to that HOPE FAITH & TRUST!

I'm waiting for all this loss in my life to keep taking it's turn for the better and I gain everything in life that I'll ever need/want. One day next week will be a deciding factor. If you are a religious person, please...I ask you to pray for me on Tuesday. I'm losing my 3 factors when I think about that day, but I know it's all in God's hands.

“Without faith, hope and trust, there is no promise for the future, and without a promising future, life has no direction, no meaning and no justification." Adlin Sinclair