Friday, August 6, 2010

Letting Go...

As mentioned before in a previous post, I'm having issues with the blog. I'm also having some issues in my life. I'm at a point where it's time to just let go of some things. I can't really go into detail at this moment though. I've come to a standstill and I'm stressing and grieving...and everything in between. This is not where I saw myself. I never wanted to be where I am today. I love my life and everyone in it, but sometimes you just have to do what's best for others and yourself. I've matured a lot, some people may not see that, in the last few months. I'm quite proud of myself and the things I accomplished, however, I feel like myself is to blame for everything that has gone wrong in my life. I know that I could do better, that I can do better. I will do better..eventually. Right now, it's about being the best mother...daughter....sister...grand-daughter...and aunt and worry about things falling into place later. I know that God wouldn't put me in a situation I couldn't handle. I have the strength to get through this and I will!! Strength is taking a look at where you are, and from there, getting to where you want to be, no matter how hard it is or how long is takes to get you there....
I promise to not be such a Debbie Downer, for I have other things to rejoice about. I'm letting go and letting God as I usually do. My baby boy is turning 3 on Monday and that's something to definitely celebrate. I wish things were different for him, but I know that one day he will understand. He's still young and it's time to party and celebrate his life! I can't wait to watch him prosper in the years little man is growing up to fast. I'm never letting go of him!


  1. Hang in there, as you have said "God wouldn't put you in the situation where you can't handle." Hold on to your faith and love for your son!

  2. I am so sorry for whatever it is that you are going thru. Remember, you are never alone. Rely on Him...He will never leave you alone. Don't forget to ask for His help. We will keep you in our prayers.