Letting Go...

As mentioned before in a previous post, I'm having issues with the blog. I'm also having some issues in my life. I'm at a point where it's time to just let go of some things. I can't really go into detail at this moment though. I've come to a standstill and I'm stressing and grieving...and everything in between. This is not where I saw myself. I never wanted to be where I am today. I love my life and everyone in it, but sometimes you just have to do what's best for others and yourself. I've matured a lot, some people may not see that, in the last few months. I'm quite proud of myself and the things I accomplished, however, I feel like myself is to blame for everything that has gone wrong in my life. I know that I could do better, that I can do better. I will do better..eventually. Right now, it's about being the best mother...daughter....sister...grand-daughter...and aunt and worry about things falling into place later. I know that God wouldn't put me in a situation I couldn't handle. I have the strength to get through this and I will!! Strength is taking a look at where you are, and from there, getting to where you want to be, no matter how hard it is or how long is takes to get you there....
I promise to not be such a Debbie Downer, for I have other things to rejoice about. I'm letting go and letting God as I usually do. My baby boy is turning 3 on Monday and that's something to definitely celebrate. I wish things were different for him, but I know that one day he will understand. He's still young and it's time to party and celebrate his life! I can't wait to watch him prosper in the years ahead...my little man is growing up to fast. I'm never letting go of him!